These days, I've been eating a lot! Really!!! All of my pants don't fit me anymore. And I'm always hungry eventhough I just ate. I don't feel insecured about getting flabs, but one thing that concerns me the most is that when I have flabs and big stomach like this, I usually don't feel like I can dress up the way I used to. Since most of my pants don't fit me anymore, it's really hard to find something in my closet that I could wear. Last night, my sisters and I went to SM The Block. And before going, of course I need to dress up. But I really didn't feel confident and comfortable with all the clothes I tried on. There were no problems with the top, but the pants made me feel miserable. Not only that I can't breathe well with it, I also felt so short. It was just knee-length and I hated it! Those long pants I have don't fit me anymore and it's much tighter than the one I wore. Before, I had 24-25 in waist line. But now, I think it must have been on 29. It's not that bad, I guess. But I think I should stop eating too much and start excercising more. Actually, I rarely excercise! Hehehe.. But I'm also concerned about my health so I might start changing my routine. ^__^

My sister requested our dad if we can eat at a resturant the other night.. Yeah, it's typical right? But instead of eating out for dinner, we went out for midnight meals! Hehehe.. my mom and my lil sis didn't come along with us since they were sleepy and all that. But the three of us, me, my dad and sister enjoyed eating with no other customers in the resto except for ourselves. Biruin mo! It was already quarter to 1AM when we left. Magsasara na nga 'yung resto eh! Hehehe.. But it was fun.. I really like eating midnight meals, 'cause I always crave for food when it's really late in the evening. But as I've typed on the first paragraph, I must control my eating.. So I won't end up being too bloated! ^__^

Well, just this Wednesday, my sister arrived from Singapore. And just yesterday, the eldest among us four visited us. She might stay here for a while though. Hehehe.. As I think about it, the more it looks like a reunion! Hehe.. 'Nuff about that! ^__^

My sister, the one from Singapore, suggested me to give it a shot on applying for a scholarship in Singapore. I want to try, but I am really scared. There's always this thought "What if I was accepted?" Then, I should leave right away.. And I really don't want to leave just yet 'cause there are really important people whom I'll miss so much. Kapal ko! Di pa nga nag-aaply nag-iisip na ng ganito. On the other hand, it's not that bad to think about possibilities, right? ^__^ I'm still not decided if I would go for it. *confused* But I guess I would continue to thik about it, since I will really benefit a lot if I am accepted there.

*sigh* I guess I'll be sleeping now.. I still haven't got some decent sleep. And my stomach hurts a bit.. I know I'm hungry right now.. But I shouldn't be hungry.. I just ate an hour ago.. T__T Sige, itutulog ko nalang 'to..para di na ko mapalamon.. >__<