Almost everyone celebrated the Father's Day last week.. Well, not us!

Before, we used to celebrate it too. Me and my sis would make a father's day card and in the evening, we usually go out and eat at a resturant. But since someone meddled in our family, everything became different. Our dad would always be so hot-tempered and would usually shout on us. And that's very unusual especially if we haven't really done something wrong. He would refrain from spending money for us, his family. But the worst is, his relationship with my mom was really put on a big test. For 6 or 7 years, my mom endured all the pain. Well, actually she thought of getting separated from my dad. But because my mom loves us, she doesn't want me and my sis to suffer from living without a father. Also, she thought that if she'll take us with her, she might not be able to sustain all our needs by herself. But if she'll leave us with him, she feared that our dad might brainwash us and make us hate her. *sigh* I would always see my mom weep, and it feels so painful especially when you can't do anythin to solve the problem. There are times, I would suggest her to just leave dad. Since she won't be happy int hat situation, and I always hate to see her like that. I wanted my mom to be happy because she has done so many sacrifices just for us, and for the family itself. I rarely see her merry. And I know why.. It's because my mom's main happiness is having a family. Well, a family not like ours I guess. An intact one perhaps, no third parties and just an ordinary family full of life and love.

Every night, I would always pray that this can be resolved. That broken hearts can be healed. And that the wounds will forever disappear. God heard my prayer. That's why after that 6 years or so of suffering, everything ended as the low-life thief went to settle in Japan. I was happy for her, of course, at last she's gone! Our family came back to normal again. Our dad would always be kind and generous to us again. It seemed that everything came back to how it was. Or much better, our family became something that I never thought it would be. Our house was full of life, laughter and you can actually feel that everyone is happy despite of some issues regarding the family business. We thought that we would finally have a "happily ever after".

After several months, things suddenly didn't look that good. My dad became so moody and short-tempered again. One thing that left me and my mom puzzled. Could it be that his low-life mistress came back to the country? Nah! We thought that maybe, dad was just in a bad mood that day. But after days have passed, we also thought that it's impossible for someone to be always in a bad mood without "any" reasons. And that's it! We found out that the filthy creature has once returned. I hate how my dad have become once again.

Last Sunday, I even barely got the chance to greet him a "happy father's day". First of all, I'm not happy. And second, is that I don't know if he's still my dad. One thing that made my blood boil is when he went out so early that day, about 7AM, I think. He don't usually get up and go out that early without having breakfast. Well, maybe they'd celebrate their own Father's day too. But still, one thing I'm proud of my dad is that, he never neglected our needs. He provides our necessities. He makes sure that we're in a good financial status, and lastly.. He doesn't do what most married men (with mistresses, that is) would often do. BEAR A CHILD WITH OTHER WOMEN. I still feel proud of him since he doesn't want to create a bigger chaos and he does what a father's responsibile for. But too bad.. He didn't do his responsibilities as a good husband.

But eventhough these things happen.. I still pray and expect that everything will fall on its right place someday. I know that everything will be good again. God will make a way and he will not let His children suffer. ^__^

Well, a very very very "Belated Father's Day" to every father in the world. ^__^


PS: I really don't know why I'm posting these very personal and should be confidential matters. I guess I really can't keep myself together anymore. It's so hard to box up all your emotions. And since I know not many will be reading this post, I think it's safe here. ^__~



Btw, before I forget.. Ate Joanna tagged me! ^__^

Instructions:
Each player starts with 7 random facts/habits about himself/herself. People who are tagged need to explain the 7 random facts/habits about themselves in their blogs. Then in turn, they need to choose 7 people to tag and list their names at the end of their blogs. The player needs to visit their sites too and inform them (say, by leaving a comment) that they have been tagged and that they need to read your (the player’s) blog to find out more about it.

7 Random Facts About Me:

1. I always drink coffee during lunchbreaks at school. Well, coffee shake naman talaga siya. I do it so that I wouldn't fall asleep during the afternoon (Chinese) class. Madalas kasi 'yung first subject namin 'dun, boring.. Hahaha.. ^__^

2. Frustrated Sports person ako. I've been the Sports Committee chairperson ng Student Council sa school namin, as well as our publication's Sports Editor.. But I've never been an athlete. Well, except for a few months of training sa Track & Field. The only sport I'm good at is jumping rope, jackstone and garter ('yung 10-20).. If you could consider that as sport that is. =p

3. Mas naaawa ako sa beggar na old man kesa sa old lady. I dunno why. Hmm.. Siguro kasi 'pag old lade I remember my lola na lagi akong pinapagalitan. While when I see old men, I remember my lolo who's so caring and loving.. Hahaha.. ^__^

4. Halos bulag na ko! Okay, this is exaggeration. But I really do have bad eye sight. 300 grade on my left eye and 315 on my right. Ack!

5. Cookies and Cream! That's my fave flavor of ice cream! ^__~

6. I wanna own a boutique! That's one of my dreams. To be a designer and have my own boutique and have stores internationally.

7. Katulad ni Ate Joana, hopeless romantic din ako. I always fantasize about me being in a fairy tale. Ako 'yung princess and there's a prince charming for me.

Okay, I really don't know who should I tag. So, anyone who wants to answer this is free to copy and have these answered on their blogs. ^__^